So…
A lot is changing in my life right now. I’m getting so responsible. I’m learning the benefits of having a job such as doing portraits, and letting that be enough. I’m taking charge of things without guilt.
For the majority of my life, I have to a large extent avoided taking charge of a good number of situations. More than ever, I’ve been putting up with the negatives of leadership and doing something positive. I’ve been doing stuff that others haven’t. It makes me feel accomplished!
I quit my job a two weeks ago. The job I had been at for quite some time considering this economy and my age. Now how do I earn money? I do photoshoots. People actually pay me quite a bit of money as well. I earned 80 dollars for an hour of shooting yesterday. Far more than I had been earning at Banana Republic due to my hectic schedule.
For the simple reason that I have deadlines and such to keep, I have been more responsible than ever. I’ve done what I need to do. If I didn’t everything would fall.
I know that some are sick of me talking about her, but if you met her you would think the same. We don’t have to perform with each other…we can just be with each other and let that be okay. We are so compatible it’s a bit unreal. We are both not perfect. That makes everything just right. She has really made me happy.
Life is good right now. Very good.
